Good Day Turned Bad

September 20, 2011 at 1:26 am (Uncategorized)

Today was a great day. I went t0 my step moms, where we did a crafty thing I saw on Pinterest, and then hung out, and talked for hours. That part was a lot of fun, and I loved it. I love her, and I love my little brothers.

Then the bad part came. Her husband came home. I despise him. Despise isn’t even the word for it. He is disgusting, despicable, needs to take a short leap off of a tall building, kinda guy. I may sound rude, or even violent, but you don’t understand. He molested me. Continuously. For almost a year. When my step mom found out, she kicked me out. Most people wonder why I still want to be around her, it’s not a simple situation, however, I try to plan trips where I will be gone before he gets home. Tonight, it didn’t work. I was around him for over 3 hours, 3 hours of hell.

Ya see, I feel like he won.

He got my family.

I got nothing.

He gets to see my little brothers every single day.

I hardly get to see them.

He gets to live life as if nothing is wrong.

7 years later, I am still broken.

How fair is that?

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